Happy Due Date Birthday Sweetie, I miss you...

"He's my Son."

A great song sung by Mark Schultz.  I am listening to Pandora and this song is on and I am just weeping.  If only I knew what was happening in my belly, I would have been singing and praying for this.  I cannot believe sometimes it hurts just as much still.  It has been six years.  I know other baby loss mama's know how I am feeling.  I miss him.  I wonder what he would be doing in school and what disposition he would have.  He's my son, just not down here, up there, watching over all of us.  I love you Jeremiah. 

(I know this song is about a boy with cancer, thank God we have not had to live with cancer in our family, and I am sorry for all of those mothers and fathers, brothers and sisters that have to live with a close family member with this terrible disease).