Happy due date birthday to Jeremiah.

On April 12th was Jeremiah's 5th birthday.  The day he was supposed to come out of my womb and grace us with his presence.  He would be 5 if he was born on his original due date.  He was not.  He was born way too early to survive and now celebrates his earthly birthday or due date birthday up in heaven.  I hope my friend's mom is able to watch over him.  She was taken too early as well by the hands of a cruel murderer.  I am sad and depressed off and on these days.  My intentions were to have a bachelorette party for my dear friend with her mom and her soon to be new mil, but alas it will be just us and maybe her mom.  I imagine Jeremiah is playing up there with his great uncle (who was also stillborn), great-grandma and my second mom who we dearly loved.  She was a foster parent and really took to kids.  We love you guys and miss you very much.